Although I have only been involved with the BDSM world for one year, I am enthralled with its existence. You see, even though I have fantasized about these practices all my life, (even as a ), I had no idea that there was another soul on the planet who had anyway near the "bad thoughts" that I possessed.
Now that I know that there is an entire subset of the population with the same desires, I feel like a young girl with a new toy. The thought of making myself available to a dominant master sexually and otherwise is thrilling beyond belief, and I yearn to be able to present myself for his needs.
If you were to meet me, I would not appear or act like the professional that I am. I am casual, informal, open, fun loving and speak to one's experience - not to mine. I do mix well with intellectuals and formal environments, but I also equally enjoy the world of the layman or the laborer, as long as the right person is attached. I have a hunger for learning and new ideas. I find that almost everyone has something to offer in this arena.
I am extremely flexible in melding to another's desires, and I love strong men. I can give up much in a relationship to my partner, because his pleasures truly do become my own. It is because of this complete bond that I need my master to have good judgment and show me that he is capable of knowing me - inside out (not an easy task). I must have a deep respect for his ability to read me and know that my welfare is in good hands.
I love sex and can hardly wait to spread myself at my master's command. I can be shy at first and even blush, but once I get going, I can be shameless “fucktoy”, going for hours on end. Give me the right guy and I will cum all night and guarantee exhaustion. Sex never gets old.
I love to play, role play, spend hours in the bedroom, an outdoor setting, or just a discrete public place; (creativity is key here). I love light humiliation, and being forced to show myself in revealing positions.
My ideal man is someone who is content with his life, comfortable, and able to give to a partner. I crave someone for whom I will feel respect.
These traits can come in any almost any packaging, but they need to be associated with someone who is unattached for the most part and capable of considerable human understanding.
I like strong men, - very dominant types or at least ones with the ability to turn it on when needed, with the look of an eye. Men who can mostly do what they promise and who can admit it when or if they are wrong are hot. I like a man who is not afraid to research an issue before claiming it as his own, but who is unflinching in his domination over me.
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My Ideal Person:
My ideal man must love sex and enjoy women who can be quite vocal in their sexual emotions and responses. He must enjoy women who tend to lose themselves in their sex play, and tolerate one who relishes being a shameless, insatiable slut by night yet proper and sophisticated woman by day.
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