My Ideal Person:
For the time being I would like to find a guy interested in texting with me, becoming my BF in a sense until we meet in person. I want my BF checking on me and texting me all the time. I would like to be treated as his own.

My ideal BF is someone who is really jealous, overprotective, extremely caring....someone who knows to to love me and make me feel terrible at the sametime. I love it when a guy constantly asks where I was, who I was with, and gets upset when he knows there will be another guy there. I feel loved when my BF gets jealous over simple things. Such as, wearing a skirt, dressing attractive, wearing too much make-up, thinking other girls BF's are after me. I want my BF to be overbearing,in a good way, because its his way of letting me know that he cares for me. He doesn't want to risk me being interested in another or attracting another.

I like it when my BF doesn't tell me hes upset and he starts acting differently and being passively aggressive towards me until I finally asks him whats wrong. From there, I like getting into bf/gf tiny arguments. I enjoy the petty disagreements because it lets him toy with my heart and it shows me that he knows how to control me, in a vanilla way, and not through just a kinky lifestyle technique like spanking. I like being guilt tripped, being made to feel bad for something that i was completely innocent for. I would compare my BF to a vanilla BF who is extremely interested in kinky sex. I would like to do 24/7 play, but not all the time. so yeah...